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Sometimes

Sometimes
I feel like a shit mom

I’ve yelled again
I wasn’t patient

Sometimes
I feel like a failure

I’m not good enough
Nor will I ever be

Sometimes
I let my mind win

It tells me that I’m horrible
And I honestly believe it

Sometimes
I can’t go on

Today is just too fucking much
Tomorrow can’t possibly be worse

Sometimes
I cry myself to sleep

Thinking of all the ways
I could have been better

Sometimes
I feel like an idiot

I don’t know enough
Wondering if I ever will

Sometimes
I believe them

That I’m not a tradesperson
Nor will I ever be considered one

Sometimes
I speak negatively

Talking down to myself
The worst of the words

Sometimes
I remind myself

It’s okay to feel these things
As long as I’ve learned lessons

Sometimes
I tell myself

Maybe I won’t be the best
But I’m the best I can be

Sometimes
I have hope

That sleep will reset the day
And tomorrow will be better

Sometimes
It works

I feel so much better
And remind myself

It’s only sometimes

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